4-8-12
i came to this conclusion a while ago but i’m finally putting it into words. i hate the person i’ve become. i have everything about myself. i used to care so much about other people now its only myself. yeah that may be a good thing at times but its also terrible. i can play games with people 20 times better than them. i know how to lie. i’m a terrible person. i’ll lead a guy on and then just leave him, just because i got hurt in the past. i’m bitter. i let my past control who i am.
